Unrequited

My life is unrequited

People linger then pass on

A word or two becomes a dare

Then they vanish they are not there

The above is the condition that a bi-polar person faces  Few friends understand  The few that do tolerate the unimaginable  The normal definition is as follows from Wikipedia

 
Unrequited love or one-sided love is love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such by the beloved. The beloved may not be aware of the admirer's deep and strong romantic affection, or may consciously reject it.